I never learned to grow up, only how to act in public.

So I thought I'd tell you a little about me. Hi ya, my name is Samantha, but call me Sam, NOT Sammi, it sounds like a dogs name I think. I'm 20 and I'm trying to figure life out. I'm taking control of mylife one step at a time. starting with my weight. I'm not sure if I'm pro ana or not but I think I am. I started at the weight of 170 and am weighing in at 158.6 today. I invite you in on my journey, and hope that you can help me, and that I can help you. together we can do anything. i think I'll be posting pictures of myself throughout this process and throw out some tips and thinspiration, which I was surprised at how helpful I found it to be. :]

You can't be late, untill you arrive.

Sooo... I'm new to this whole blogging thing but thought I could give it a try, so here we go. :]

Before we journy on this adventure into cyberspace together, let me give you some disclaimers-
1) I am AWFUL at spelling, and often times will not catch the mistake untill it is to late, if ever.
2) I can be kinda judgy, rude, presumptuous, and any number of other unsavory things.
3) I can also be overly sweet, spunky, perky, and all those other "annoyingly happy" things.
4) I am hard on myself.
5) I think I am about a million times funnier than I actually am.
6) I'm broken. I'm trying my hardest to fix me, but at the end of the day I am still very broken.
7) I just want to be happy.

I'm sure there's plenty more I could say, and maybe some of the things I said don't bother you and those things I didn't say will, but lifes a journy right, so there's no point in trying to scare you off before we even begin. Welcome to my blog, hope you enjoy, feel free to be totally open and honest with me, and i will do the same for you. my one wish is that my words will resonate with somebody, anybody.