I've been weak. I've binged. Not on the ate the whole house sence of binge, not even in the ate more than the "recomended" 1200 calories a day sort of binge, Just in a I've been eating sort of way. I try to fast, I stop eating Around 6 every day, then The next day around 1 or 2 I eat, sometimes I stop there other times I have dinner with my family or my boyfriend too. So I'm fasting for 15ish hours. it's not good enough. I want to feel hungry. I want to be perfectly empty. Why can't I do it? I havent gained so I guesse i can't bitch and moan too much, I"m just frustrated, I used to have this iron will where I could fast for days without a problem, I could not eat for days and not feel weak or give in.
That person is still somewhere inside of me, I have to find her and bring her out, I love my boyfriend but this would be easier if I didn't have him. Time to deploy my excuses. I ate at home, or at work, or I don't feel well, and with my parents I ate with chris, or at work. I can do this. I can over come the fat. I will not let food control me. Food should only be used sparingly when you absolutely need it.
I CAN DO THIS! WE CAN DO THIS! any one got any good tips for me?
Stay stron loves!
XOXOXO
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